#779: Just to Say Hi

 my blog annyeong!

sekarang nyapanya pake basa Korea, haha.

*bentar bersiin blog ini dulu*

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okay.

kapan terakhir gua posting di mari?

waw. empat setengah taun yang lalu!

JELAS banyak yang terjadi, yes.

yang paling mencolok? pandemi covid-19, tentunya.

I lost my parents to covid-19. both of them. in exactly a week. I was shocked. I was so devastated. bahkan saat nulis ini, badan masih berasa gemetar. hati masih celekit terasa sakit.

tapi yah... que sera sera, kan.

cuma bisa doain Bapak n Mamah sekarang. alfatihah.

and I lost abang again.

for good now :((.

huft.

hari ini hari pertama ngantor lagi setelah libur lebaran yang cukup lama.

rasanya kayak abis  masuk sekolah abis libur panjang, wkwkkk.

dan hari ini gua ga berniat kerja banyak-banyak #eh.

tapi nyampe kantor pagi banget, haha. di luar dugaan, perjalanan ke kantor tadi lancar banget! rumah-kantor cuma 10 menit. edun!

acara padat di pagi tadi. apel pagi. swab antigen rutin (ada satu lagi yang positif covid ._.). halal bihalal; dengan tausiyah yang ga menarik perhatian gua :P. setelah itu, udah. just trying to tune in, hihi.

now it's time to go home.

see you when I see you.

I think I need to post something (many things!) here again.

we'll see.

bye for now.

#778: The Light

Like an unsung melody
The truth is waiting there for you to find it
It's not a blight, but a remedy,
A clear reminder of how it began
Deep inside your memory
You turned away. As you struggled to find it
You heard it call as you walked away
A voice of calm from within the silence
And for what seemed an eternity
You waited. Hoping it would call out again
You heard the shadow beckoning
Then your fear seemed to keep you blinded
You held your guard as you walked away

When you think all is forsaken,
Listen to me now
Hope's not forsaken
You need never feel broken again
Sometimes darkness can show you the light

An unforgivable tragedy
The answer isn't where you think you'd find it
Prepare yourself for a reckoning
For when your world seems to crumble again
Don't be afraid, don't turn away
You're the one who can redefine it
Don't let hope become a memory
Let the shadow permeate your mind and
Reveal the thoughts that were tucked away
So that the door can be opened again
Within your darkest memories
Lies the answer if you dare to find it
Don't let hope become a memory

When you think all is forsaken,
Listen to me now
Hope's not forsaken
You need never feel broken again
Sometimes darkness can show you the light

Sickening, weakening
Don't let another somber pariah consume your soul
You need strengthening, toughening
It takes a bit of dark to rekindle the fire burning in you
Ignite the fire within you

When you think all is forsaken,
Listen to me now
Hope's not forsaken
You need never feel broken again
Sometimes darkness can show you the light

Don't ignore, listen to me now
You need never feel broken again
Sometimes darkness
Can show you the light

#777: Lebaran 2017

#776: A Late Post

happy 40th birthday to a man who set the bar so high in my life. 

#775: Be a Girl Who Runs (by Helen Campo)