Dear, I miss him right now.
And I have no idea what to do.
I just don’t have one single clue what to do with this feeling.
So I go to bed, and try to get some sleep. Which I do need, actually.
I can’t call him. Not even an SMS.
I don’t want to get myself hurt again.
He has changed, you know. At least that’s what I feel.
Dear, please tell me what to do.
Please help me how to deal with this feeling.
‘Cause I can’t stand it anymore …
But Dear, how are you supposed to help me, anyway?
I don’t even let you know this message.
Guess I don’t want anybody to help me, do I?
*backsound: I Miss You –Incubus, then Semua Tak Sama –Padi*
Thursday, November 9, 2006: 2345 hrs